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Aciu Desing Faction parodos kuratorei Kasia Jezowska atsiuntusiai nuotraukas is On Show  knygos, kuriose matyti ir mano Urban Dolls projektas. Sia On Show knyga apie siuolaikines dizaino parodas, specialius renginius ir meno parodas galite isigyti is amazon puslapio uz mazdaug £38 kaina. Aciu Kasia!

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Si karta su jumis noreciau pasidalinti keliomis nuotraukomis, kuriose iamzinau savo darbus isspausdintus Ultrabody knygoje. Gretimais mano dizainu, sioje knygoje jus taip pat galite rasti kitus 207 idomius darbus, eksponuotus Milane vykusioje parodoje. Knyga galite isigyti už €28 paspaude cia.

On the last day of May, our MINI GANG: Alma, Lizzy and I, went to the private view of Goldsmiths Degree Show 2012 – Michael. Not a surprise, during those events you don’t really see much, as all your time is spent talking to friends, tutors and other nice people you meet.

We based our ‘little camp’ around our friend’s Justas Motuzas space (project The Third Layer), which I have to say, was one of the busiest in the show, as Justas’ project was dammmmm good! So proud of you my friend!!!!! Well done Justas!

// Few highlights of the evening attached.

Yesterday evening, after two weeks of a heavy rain, the sky was crowned with this gorgeous rainbow…

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(…istrauka is dainos…)

Vakar vakare, po dvieju savaiciu stipraus lietaus, dangus apsikarunavo sia nuostabia vaivorykste…

I really love the way our projects are displayed and those little screens projecting our images underneath them! Clever!

And… it is so cool to see my name written next to other famous designer, my ex tutors and current friends. I’m PROUD!

Thank you to my friend Alma Daskalaki for sending these images! x

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Kaip jau zinote is pries tai isspausdintu naujienu, mano projektas URBAN DOLLS siuo metu yra eksponuojamas Milane vykstancioje Ultrabody parodoje. Ieskokite OVERCOMING THE BODY skyriaus, nes butent ten mane ir surasite.

Esu suzaveta objektu pristatymo dizainu ir tais maziukais ekraniukais po musu projektais  rodancius darbu nuotraukas. Protinga!

Ir… kaip ‘faina’ matyti savo varda parasyta gretimais kitu izymiu dizaineriu, buvusiu mokytoju ir dabartiniu draugu. As DIDZIUOJUOSI savimi!

Aciu savo draugei Alma Daskalaki uz atsiustas nuotraukas! x

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Vilmos ranku darbo kaklo papuosalas Dituva.

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Vilmos ranku darbo plauku lankelis Sviestinis.

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Melynas Rasalas. Vilmos ranku darbo kaklo papuosalas su sidabru dengta grandinele.

I really liked his graphic piece, and was thrilled when Ryan has decided to give his 21/50  poster copy to me.

Thanks Ryan! You defiantly put a smile on my face!

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Sia savaite buvau labai malnoniai nustebinta, kai gavau DOVANA, plakata sukurta grafikos dizainerio Ryan Dixon‘o, kuris savo darba eksponavo PISTOLS PACKING PUNKS Imaginary Menagerie parodoje , apie kuria rasiau 2011-tuju spali.

Man labai patiko jo grafikos kurinys, ir likau suzaveta, kai Ryan’as sugalvojo padovanoti man sio darbo 21/50 kopija.

Aciu Ryan’ai! Tu is tiesu nupiesei sypsena mano veide!

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Stai ka siandiena suradau (nezinomas autorius) narsydama internete. Gal kas pasakytumete, kiek dabar valandu?

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Siandiena bandau sisitvarkyt savo siulus, bet net neisivaizdavau, kad uzgyvenau ju tiek daug! Bandant supaprastit situacija, isdeliojau juos pagal spalvu gama. Ir kaip issrinkti naujo darbo kolorita, kai yra rinktis is tiek daug? Ne taip lengva buti svarstykle…

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Ka tik gavau oficialia ULTRABODY parodos Milane skrajute ir suzinojau, kad mano drauge Livia Rossi taip pat eksponuos savo darbus sioje parodoje!

ULTRABODY will be a thematic exhibition promoted by Comune di Milano in Castello Sforzesco’s Viscontee renowned rooms, about human body’s influences on creativity skills, with attention on design, curated by Architect and Curator Beppe Finessi. The exhibition will be staged by Civita Servizi.

It will be an exhibition between art and design, an exposition project between architecture and applied arts, fashion design and science; a selection of works telling about anthropology, communication, costume, society, technology, aesthetic and needs of our time.

A research on infinite relationships between oneself and the rest of the world; visitors will attend through a deep impact cognitive tour – at times techno sensorial also – about the body’s big theme, overshooting the bounds, shuffling and producing new means among the worlds of art, design, architecture, technology, fashion design, and science.

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Urban Dolls projektas iskeliavo i Milano Baldu Paroda, kur bus eksponuojamas ULTRABODY expozicijoje, kuruojamoje architekto ir kuratoriaus Beppe Finessi. Paroda vyks Castello Sforzesco pilyje, Milano miesto centre.

ULTRABODY paroda eksponuos atrinktus darbus, sukurtus svarbiausiu tarptautinio dizaino ir vizualaus meno scenos vardu, pradedant “kunu”, itraukiant antropologija, sociologija, paprocius, visuomene, technologijas ir siuolaikine estetika. ULTRABODY 208 Meno ir Dizaino kuriniai, tai temine paroda, skirta zmogaus kuno itakai siuolaikineje kuryboje, pradedant nuo meno ir dizaino, palieciant ir architektura, baldus, taikomaji mena, mada ir juvelyrika.

Please vote for me, by clicking on this link and then on the purple heart! Thank you all for your support! xxx

VOTE!

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Mano www.duabu.com blog’as dalyvauja Login 2012 / Lietuvos interneto apdovanojimuose ir rungtyniauja Geriausias Blog’as / asmeninis tinklalapis kategorijoje. Balsuokite uz mano puslapi paspaude cia, ir spauskite ant violetines sirdeles. Aciu uz jusu palaikyma!

BALSUOTI!

The workshop was well organised and very quick, as all we had to do was: to stick few stickers on the pre-printed grey card, or stamp them with A.B. initials. Later all cards were signed by Anthony Burrill himself. That was pretty cool, as I never met him before, and he seems to be as down to earth guy. That’s the attitude in people I like!

One floor down, there was another Tougui paper toy workshop taking place, so we have decided to take part in that one too. In this workshop from the given template we had to build a little figure and customise it. That was a great fun and lot of stress too, as prit stick glue was left opened for far too long, and wasn’t doing it’s job, so 5 min workshop ended up as 30 min hard work: watching the joints, corners, and the aw, which was smearing with the glue and marker pens.

That was my first visit to Somerset House, and I was left excited and a bit disappointed. The fair itself was very good, have seen loads of nice work in there. The design of the exhibition signage (Anthony Burrill) – was brilliant too! Jolly, colourful and clear. My disappointment was brought by the light in the exhibition space, as it was too dark. In most of occasions the spot lights were reflecting on the glass of the framed work, and you barely could see anything. It was hard to identify boundaries between exhibits , and their stalls too, so for me it was a bit too chaotic.

Without noticing, we have spent 4 hours in there! That proofs that there was so much too see! Not mentioning, that we have met our college friend (birthday boy) Rob, who just came back from China (such a coincidence!), so this gave us some extra excitement, that we had to wash out with a drink and fish & chips at the Southbank.

Here are some shots from our day in Somerset House. By the way, I forgot to mention, that we have came up with conclusion, that this year foxes are high in fashion, as there we so many of them. Starting from the costumes, wallpaper, ending with tiny postcards. Our conversation was overheard by one girl, who has told us, that she has even started to photograph all foxes exhibited in Pick Me Up. That proofs that you can make yourself busy anywherer you are!

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Praeita savaite aplankiau Pick Me Up grafikinio meno muge, kuri siuo metu vyksta Somerset House. Tai buvo puiki priezastis istrukt is namu, ir tuo paciu metu susitikt su savo  universiteto draugemis Alma ir Lizzy. Apsilankymo diena, mes pasirinkome penktadieni , nes butent ta diena vyko Anthony Burrill workshop’as, o Lizzy ir as labai norejome jame sudalyvaut. Siame workshop’e mes turejome klijuoti lipdukus, ant atspausdinto piko kartono, arba kartona zymeti A.B. inicialais, kurie buvo guminio antspaudo pavidale. Veliau atvirutes buvo pasirasytos pacio autoriaus Anthony Burrill, kuris pasirode labai paprastu zmogumi, o sita vertybe zmonese as labai vertinu!

Vienu aukstu zemiau, vyko kitas Tougui workshop’as, kuriame mes taipogi sudalyvavome. Sitame uzsiemime, is jau atspausdintu sablonu, turejome surinkti figurele ir ja apipavidalinti. 5 min uzsiemimas mums virto 30 min sunkiu darbu, nes piestukiniai klijai buvo palikti neuzkimsti per daug ilgai ir paprasciausiai nebeklijavo, tad reikejo stipriai laikyti kampus, ziureti jungimo linijas, ir tuo paciu stebeti kad zmogeliukas neissiteptu klijais ar flomasteriu, kurie tepe kaip kokie velniuksciai.

Tai buvo mano pirmas apsilankymas Somerset House, kuriuo as likau ir patenkinta ir siek tiek nusivylusi. Man labai patiko mugeje eksponuojamu darbu gausa, patiko parodos zenklinimo dizainas (Anthony Burrill), kuris buvo ryskus, aiskus ir labai linkamas. Bet labai nepatiko erdves apsvietimas. Salese buvo per tamsu! O nukreiptos sviesos, atsispindincios ant iremintu darbo stiklo, paverte darbus sunkiai iziurimais. Taip pat pamineciau ir perskyras tarp skirtingu ekspoziciju, kuriu beveik nebuvo ir visa tai paverte i kazkoki chaosa.

Sioje parodoje mes praleidome net 4 valanas! Tai manau irodo, kad buvo pasiziuret i ka. Ir dar parodoje, susitikome savo kita kurso drauga Roba, kuris ta diena svente savo gimtadieni ir buvo ka tik grizes is Kinijos. Oi, kaip as megstu tokius netycinius susitikimus. Tas susitikimas mus puikiai nuteike, ir paleide Rob’a, po parodos visos nukeliavome i kita upes puse, kur isgereme po taure ir suvalgeme fish&chips.

Noriu su jumis pasidalinti keliomis to dienos uzfiksuotomis akimirkomis. Beje, pamirsau pasakyt, kad mes priejome isvados, kad siais metais lapes yra ypac madingos, nes ju mugeje buvo tiek daug!!!! Nuo lapes kostiumu, tapetu, paveikslu, iki mazu atviruciu. Musu sita pastebejima nugirdusi panele mums pasake, kad ji taip pat ta pasitebejo ir dabar vaiskto po muge ir fotografuoja visas lapes. Tai puikiai irodo, kad susirasti kuom uzsiimti gali bet kur!

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Pyragelis ir dekoracijos kurias sukuriau blogui DU ABU. Skanaus jums penktadienio! Niam Niam

DU ABU is a blog about design, event, creative living, lifestyle and many more. You can read a full description about DU ABU in my previous blog entry by simply clicking here.

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Noreciau su jumis pasidalinti blogo tapatybe ir blogo dizainu, kuriuos sukuriau puslapiui www.duabu.com (blogo techniniai sprendimai atlikti firmos TWINTOE). DU ABU blog’e kalbama apie dizaina, sventes, kurybiska gyvenima. Placiau apie blog’a galite surasti paspaude cia.

I was requested by the owner of the shop to redesign their Sala shop logo (the shop specialises in European food), using the same colours the shop was already associated with: orange, black and white. Here is the result.

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Siandiena noreciau su jumis pasidalinti logotipu, kuri padariau daugiau nei pries dvejus metus ir del nepaaiskinamu priezasciu neikeliau i savo blog’a. Parduotuves savininko paprasyta, turejau sukurti nauja logotipa Sala parduotuvei (parduotuve specializuojasi europietisko maisto pardavimu), naudodama tokias pat spalvas, kuriomis parduotuve buvo jau atpazistama: oranzine, juoda ir balta. Stai rezultatas.

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Man labai patinka kovo 8 kaip data, nes pats menuo turi net dvi O raides, kurias sustacius greta, puikiai suformuoja skaiciu 8.

Inspired by my childhood memories I have created these ocassional cards, that I want to share with you.

Dear women,
Happy International Women’s day!

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Kaip smagu ,kad dar atmintyje islike atsiminimai apie kovo 8-taja ir kaip ji buvo svenciama  LTSR laikais. Kai vyrai nesini raudonu tulpiu pundais uzpildydavo gatves ir lyg kraujo upes vagos plaukiancios pilkais saligatviais, veliau sustodavo prie daugiabuciu namu laiptiniu, ir jose pradingdavo. Tulpes ir tik raudonos tulpes…

Ikvepta vaikystes prisiminimu, sukuriau kelias atvirutes, kuriomis ir noreciau su jumis pasidalint.

Gerbiamos moterys – su musu diena!

DU ABU translated from Lithuanian would read as TWO TOGETHER and is a blog about creative living, style, food, travel, events and celebrations. This blog is in Lithuanian only.

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Po ilgo laukimo ir dar ilgesniu pasiruosimo darbu, pagaliau DU ABU puslapis buvo paleistas gyvai! Valiooo!!! DU ABU, tai blogas apie kurybini gyvenima, stiliu, maista, keliones, sventes ir daug kitu pikantisku dalyku, apie kuriuos suzinosite lankydamiesi ir skaitydami si puslapi. Iki pasimatymo!

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Siuo metu intensyviai dirbu prie savo naujo puslapio, kuris netrukus bus paleistas gyvai. Ieskodami daugiau informacijos prasau tikrinti www.vilmajar.com, kur bus paskelbtos visos su tuo susiejusios naujienos. Neisivaizduoju, kaip as sugebesiu priziuret du puslapius, bet kaip sakoma: nepabandes – nesuzinosi. Cia jums maziukas anonsiukas su dalykeliais, kuriuos ten galesite atrasti.

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Dar kelios fotografijos atsiustips Kasia’s is Design Faction parodos Cieszyn’e. Fotografiju autorines teises priklauso Piotr.

Aciu Tamarai Martin is Neo2 zurnalo uz straipsnio apie mane itraukima i savo Gruodzio’10/Sausio’11 numeri. Straipsnis yra isspausdintas mados skyrelio 32 puslapyje. Kadangi straipsnis parasytas ispaniskai, o as negaliu jo perskaityt, viena ka galiu pridet – atrodo puikiai!

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Noreciau su jumis pasidalinti nuotrauka, kuria gavau is Kasia Jezowska. Kasia kuruojama Design Faction paroda (mano Urban Dolls projektas yra expozicijos dalis) turejo dideli pasisekima Lodzes Dizaino Festovalio 2011 metu, tad Kasia buvo paprasyta parodyti savo paroda dar karteli, bet jau kitame Lenkijos mieste – Cieszyn’e. Paroda buvo galima isvysti vasario 3-12 dienomis Zamek Ciezyn. Aciu Kasia, del sito renginio mano puslapio lankomumas sumuse visus rekordus.

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Ir kuris tas laimingasis?

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Praeita savaitglai su Mindaugu nuejome i Yayoi Kusama paroda, kuri siuo metu vyksta Tate Modern meno galerijoje. Nepaisant to ,kad teko stovet 30min eileje prie bilietu , kurioje pilnu tempu dirbo 5 bilietu pardavejai, mes galiausiai papuoleme i vidu. Kaip ir reikejo tiketis, viduje buvo ‘crazy’, o tiek meno istroskusiu zmoniu vienoje vietoje dar nebuvo teke regeti. 14 saliu ir visos pilnos. Noreciau su jumis pasidalinti labiausiai patikusiais darbais, kuriuos teko fotografuot paslepta kamera. Paroda veikia 9 February  –  5 June 2012, Bankside London SE1 9TG

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Beziuredama savo senas nuotraukas Flicker’yje suradau sita nuostabia nuotrauka padaryta Barbican’e. Siek tiek uztrukau prisimindama, ka ten laikau savo rankose. Ir spekite kas ten? Ogi manoji Varles galvos pagalve!

As a rule, our trips can’t go smoothly. Just upon our arrival to the airport, we have met my sisters neighbour from Lithuania, I found 50 euros (I don’t know but for some reason money loves me and I keep finding them), and a sore bit – I left my book on the plane, that my sister gave me as a my birthday present. I was so gutted, that that 50 euros (which could buy me 6 books) didn’t cheer me up.

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Kaip gera, kai taves anapus juros kazkas laukia. Pries 3 savaites, Mindaugas ir as buvome trumpam isvaziave i apsnigusia ir su minusine temperatura mus pasitikusia Svedija, kurioje trumpam isvaziaves dirba mano tetis. Kaip visuomet, musu keliones nepraeina be nuotykiu. Tik atvyke i orouosta, netiketai sutikome mano sesers kaimyne is Lietuvos, radau 50 euru ir lektuve palikau knyga, kuria buvau gavusi dovanu is savo sesers. Net 50 euru, kurie man gali nupirkt 6 tokias manes nei kiek nepradziugino. Kaip sakoma – nesidziauk rades, neverk pametes.

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Atsvenciant Terence Conran’o 80-taji gimtadieni, dizaino muziejus kviecia i paroda pavadinimu: Kaip mes gyvename dabar, kuri pasakoja apie Terence’o unikalia itaka siolaikiniam Britanijos gyvenimui. Keliatas nuotrauku is parodos atidarymo.

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Manau nesuklysiu, kad daugumai is musu, Nokia dvelkia nostalgija. Pirmas telefonas, pirmas trumpasis pranesimas… Nuo siandien Design Museum atsidaro paroda, kuri kviecia lankytoja, prisiminti praeiti ir su Nokia kartu pasitikti ateiti. Beje pirmas plataus vartojamo mobilus telefonas Nokia 1011 svencia savo 20 metu jubilieju. Su gimtadieniu!
Keletas akimirku is parodos atidarymo + New Lumia 800 telefonas.

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Kaip  jau supratote is manojo ankstesnio iraso, kad mano projektas Urbn Dolls siuo metu yra eksponuojamas Lenkijos Dizaino Savaiteje 2011 – Design Faction parodoje, kuri vyksta ?ód? mieste. Norejau su jumis pasidalinti nuotraukomis kurias gavau is Kasia Jetkowska’os. Nuotraukos – Maya Art.

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Praeita savaite Londona drebino viena didziausiu dizaino konferenciju – Typo London 2011 Places. Su ispudingu pasisakanciuju sarasu – tai buvo renginys , kuriam negalejai likti abejingas. Taciau, kaip bebutu gaila, del netiketai pasikeitusiu aplinkybiu as pamaciu tik viena kalbetoja – Morag Myerscough, kuri kaip visada – buvo nuostabi!

Yesterday I was there to support Morag Myerscough (neon installation / Where She Shines) and Cartlidge Levene ( lamp shades/ Five Palindromes* [*Palindromes are phrases of words which read the same backwards as they do forwards.). I really really liked Ryan Dixon's (poster / Pistols Packing Punks) piece, unfortunately it was exhibited so close to the bar (which was overcrowded) that I didn't manage to photograph it. The exhibition is open until 19th November 2011. For more info please click here.

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Praeita vakara, mazyte Text Gallery ,isikurusi WC1 luzo nuo gausos zmoniu, kurie atejo i Imaginery Managerie parodos atidaryma, kur 19 dizainieriu is viso pasaulio kampeliu eksponavo savo iprovizacijas sukurtas greitakalbes tematika. Buvo labai linskma klausytis zmoniu, kurie susikaupe ir bandydami nesuklyst tare greitakalbes ne tik anlgu, bet ir rusu, ispanu ir kitomis kalbomis.
Vakar as atejau palaikyti Morag Myerscough (neono instalaicija / Kur ji sviecia) ir Cartlidge Levene (sviestuvai / Penkios Palindrome'os* [*zodziai, kurie skaitomi is kaires i desne ir is desnes i kaire). Taip pat, man be galo patiko Ryan Dixon darbas ( plakatas / Pistoletai Pakavimas Pankai), taciau kaip bebutu gaila, sis darbas buvo eksponuojamass visai salia baro, prie kurio buvo sunku prasibraut, todel ji iamzinti fotografijoje - nepavyko.  Paroda veikia iki iki 2011 Lapkricio 19 dienos. Daugiau info rasite paspaude cia

Curated by: Kasia Jezowska
In partnership with British Council

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Lat. fictio, f. – creation, shaping, inventing
Lat. factio, f. – action

“For the last hundred years, human body has changed like never before. Research shows that we are taller, we weigh more, our bodies have different build. This way, human organism has adjusted to a variety of changes which we have been exposed to during the last century. Where biology still has to work on something, designers get involved. Mobile mini-devices, temporary prostheses and active implants are their response to the technological progress. These are also examples showing how much design itself has changed. A wide spectrum of 2D and 3D planning has been joined by creation of alternative scenarios and speculative solutions which run far into the future. Design is also a critical commentary on contemporariness – our lifestyle, ambitions and desires. At the same time, it disturbs our comfort of being a user, making us wonder if what we witness is design fiction or another step in the technological evolution.”

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Trumpas pranesimas. Sia vasara mano gyvenime ivyko daug svarbiu pasikeitimu, kurie itakojo mano pavardes pasikeitima. Nuo siol manes ieskokite Vilmos Vaiciules vardu. Atia atia – Jaruseviciute!

Last night I had a great opportunity to attend the opening of  this graphic odyssey, that was spread over a second floor of the Design Museum. The work on display was so good, that sometimes it was difficult to believe that it was completed 40-50 years ago, as it was the same edgy, the same modern as our-day print. Here are few snaps from the evening.

Exhibition design: 6a Architects
Graphics: Spin

The night was soooo good (won’t mention free Finlandia’s cocktail bar), that on the next day we didn’t have to find an excuse to go home earlier.

PS. On Saturday – I was re-united with my Madame Pakamuka and doing circles around the city. Happy End

Nicely designed sinuous walk was taking us around the exhibition, where fashion illustrations hanged on the walls were taking us to the journey of drawing. It was very nice to follow the history and compare how the drawing has changed through out the century and how fragile and neat become strong, dramatic and modern.

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Vakar dalyvavau Drawng Fashion parodos atidaryme, kuri vyksta Londono dizaino muziejuje. Chanel, Dior, Comme des Garçons, Poiret, Viktor & Rolf, Lacroix ir McQueen eksponuoja eskizus is savo privaciu kolekciju.

Graziai sukonstruota paroda, mazu vingiuotu keliuku vede aplink ekspoziciju sale, kur sukabintos iliustracijos nuvede mus i piesimo kelione. Buvo be galo idomu sekti piesimo istorija, ir stebeti kaip laikas itakojo pacio piesimo principus, ir kaip piesimas virto is gleznaus ir kruopstaus i stipru ir modernu.

Among them were two very good friends – Morag Myerscough with her scribble neon saying Cunts and Luke Morgan with his typographic skull – Not Collin. Of course they were the best! But alongside of them I really liked: Tracey Emin’s – I woke up wanting to kiss you neon, Polly Morgan’s – Receiver, Marcus Mitchell’s – Dead Tit, Douglas Gordon’sneon saying – I’m a designer of my own catastrophy, Franko B – Boy, Dean Whatmuff’s – Ace of Spades.

Ohh… and that burlesque dancer… She was stunning

Beautiful building models/
a lot of minimalistic architecture/
a lot of creative people/
a lot of tasty wine.

August 2010

1. Lip magnifier
2. Eye magnifier
3. Nose shaper
4. Ear pinners
5. Face mask / lip pounter
6. Lip pounter
7. Face lifter
8. Cheek plumper
9. Cheek reducer

Please see the electronic version of the >> book

This project is an explorative journey in search of alternatives that could replace plastic or aesthetic surgery. Design becomes a mediator between humans and existing body modification processes; static, permanent procedures are transformed into flexible, temporary prosthetics.

Book is designed and bound by Vilma Jaruseviciute

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Vakar dariau si maziuka pasidaryk pats projektuka.
Visuomet sita taburete man atrodydavo be galo nepatraukli, todel nusprendziau nudazyti jos kojas ir padaryt miksta pagalves. Taip pat prisegu nuotrauka, sulyginimui kaip ji atrode pries tai ir dabar

Sandra plastic surgery kit was a revolutionary example of domestic surgery. It became popular with large numbers of ordinary people who were interested in building
self-confidence. It was, however, always controversial in medicine circles, as people could perform procedures (Abdominoplasty, Blepharoplasty, Mammoplasty, Labiaplasty,
Rhinoplasty, Otoplasty, Rhytidectomy, Suction-assisted lipectomy, Chin augmentation, Cheek augmentation and etc.) without consulting with a specialist. As a consequence a lot of deaths occurred.

A kit consists of : a mirror, face/body sanding, grating, buffing, measuring, stretching, blade and  laser cutting, suction and filling equipment.

Wind  plays in my hair.
I look like I am on fire.
Falling leaves.
I am grey. Grey like a winged bat.
Grey like a rat searching in the scrap-heap.
I am not here.
I am scared. Not looking at the passers by.
I am different. I am ugly.

Eyes are counting gaps between the
pavement tiles.
Wow… Said almost out loud.
Pupils have expanded after spotting a little
brown box standing by the taxi rank.
Sandra…
Heart is shaking. I am feeling sick.
Slowly.
She is in my hands.
Safe.
By my ear.
Shake.
There is something inside.
By my chest.
Heart is beating louder and louder.
Echo.

Cannot remember.
I am at home.
I am not scared of the mirror!
He is not going to bite me.
Not any more!

Bravely.
Lid is opened.
Shaky hands take Sandra out.
Start / On.
Cutting, sanding, shaping and re-shaping.
My ugly face.
Measuring my body…
Stapling it.
Enlarging / reducing.
I am in control and I am pretty!
Off.

Sandra, I love you…